The exposition Photos paysages d’Andorre by
Jordi Pantebre has taken place from 03rd until 15th Dec 2012 in Strasbourg
and consisted of 17 photos of the mountains of Andorra. The exposition was
accompanied by the poems of Andreu Escales. It was organized by Andorra – the then
rotating chairman of the Council of Ministers of the EC. Those 17 photoграпhic canvases illustrating the mountains of Andorra are the result of 30
years of work. The mountains of Jordi Pantebre. 30 years. 17 pictures.
It was 10th
or 11th January, 10 am, -25 o, Dordrecht. I am ringing at
the door. I am thumping. No one. I go to the window and go on. A sleepy,
stressed and stunned man pulled the curtain, to whom I said:
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The
sun. Come on.
-
I
haven’t had a coffee yet.
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After
that. Dress up. Don’t forget the camera. I’ve been waiting for the sun for
three days.
We rushed to the gallery. Inside, through a
hole as large as ten cents drilling through the completely darkened with black,
tightly foil windows, a powerful beam floated. You've seen it. Magic Space Tangra.
- I am in the Netherlands for years. Nobody
has ever thought of coming home without notice. I am shocked. But it’s good that you
came. A great job we did.
To get a
refuge, Jordi had signed a declaration that he would not get involved in
politics in the Netherlands. He couldn’t stand that I did not bother with
politics. He was expelled from France “with a gun against his head”, as he
said, while signing the declaration that he would never go back to France. And
he was in France because he had been expelled from Spain for a two-hour movie, depicting the
repressions against the Basques.
Movie is
not the correct word. Jordi was then experimenting with multiple screen photo
projection. On a large screen 6 photos showing simultaneously, each with
different duration, thus forming different combinations and logical relations
with the rest. Incredibly rich vision. Six slide projectors, with 2 000 shots
each, each controlled by a computer. 1985. As a student he had shot for Dali.
Jordi was
attached to me to film the process and the creation of my exhibition, because
we were alike according to the Dutch. The communists had destroyed my
exhibition and despite that I had continued working. I had protested against
the restrictions imposed in a letter addressed to the Minister of Interior in
1984. I am still keeping the letter.
The
newspapers reported about my issues with the authorities. А celebrity from the Balkans! A dissident!
The dissidents were in vogue then. My exhibition was one of twelve, presenting
Bulgarian culture in accordance with an interstate contract. It started with
the Thracian gold treasure and so, so, to the avant-garde in Bulgaria. To me.
At the opening
of the celebrations, after thanking in the end of his speech, the Prime Minister
Lubbers said everything was wonderful except for the missing Veselin Dimov.
A confusion
in Bulgaria.
… within
these conditions I will go nowhere
… all
right, no problem, they
were not considering me anymore.
…. If you
ever come back in the next 6 months, make sure to call me before that
- It is
all right like that.
He kept his
word.
You see – a
young wife, a mother, a brother.
I was with
a heart arrhythmia. And not only.
That is how
I became a vegetarian if you have ever asked yourself why.
The Bulgarian
ambassador was not invited to the opening of my exhibition.
The Mayor
of Dordrecht learnt 2 hours before the event that I had invited him.
I am
presenting Bulgaria. There is no way for him no to come. He had had a schedule.
All the
King’s Men came.
The
avant-garde Dutch composer sang, played and danced shamanic motives on the
topic of Tangra for nearly two hours. That was the opening. When all the
speeches were over, I replaced the embassy interpreter in front of the microphone.
In the awkward silence I thanked my audience and explained in my German that I
am protesting for being manipulated with political purposes from Bulgarian as
well as from Dutch authorities.
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Jordi,
come tomorrow morning at 4:30 am at my house with the pickup. In Bulgaria the
arrests start at 5 am. I don’t know what the practice is here. Tell Margreet to
be ready in her car at 4:45 am. I get out of your car, cross the garden and get
into her car.
At 4:55 am we were heading to Amsterdam with
full speed. Margreet Huisman is an exquisite artist and person. Slender and
aristocratic, she had the softness of the movements of an expensive Siamese
cat.
Jordi and I, we shared a great welcome of the
sun in the deserted areas of the village of Topola, next to Balchik. We haven’t
seen each other ever since.